Tuesday, October 16, 2012

I'm Not Ready

Every little girls fantasy is to have her prince charming; we are read stories at bed time of happily ever after all the classic bed time stories from Cinderella to Sleeping beauty end with a happily ever after. Oh sure they have their ups and downs before they get to this point the prince has to slay a few dragon's fend off an evil witch before he can claim his princess.

In the real world it doesn't always end with happily ever after; there are a few exceptions to that rule and for those that do find that happily ever after I wish them nothing but good fortune sunny skies and happy days ahead. And for those of us that still believe in the magical dream of one day our prince or princess will come hang in there they will it just takes time. 

We may have to kiss a few frogs along the way jump through many hoops slay a few dragons but it will happen when you least expect it or so I have been told this and I can honestly say it does when you least expect it love hits you like a ton of bricks! Cupid has a funny way of zapping you with that love arrow of his; but what if he zaps you and you're not ready to love? Hard to imagine that Cupid would make such a mistake after all isn't  that what every one is looking for that special someone to come along?

From the moment "God created the earth he put both male and female to cultivate and roam the earth side by side; sure he first had man and when he saw man was alone he didn't like it so out of man's ribs came women a help mate a companion a friend to man; even after he flooded the earth he made sure to fill the ark with both male and female.

"God never intended man to be alone its not part of his plan they say for every man is a woman I honestly believe this to be true; its just so darn hard to believe this when you find your self alone and single! Stupid Cupid your aim has been off for way to long I think perhaps you need more target practice but please take aim some where else I'm not ready to give love another try!

I once thought that I was ready to start over and love again but the truth is I'm not I had to face this hard truth recently while reflecting back on my life and wondering about my future and what I wanted out of life for myself not for my children or any one else but rather for myself.

For the first time I was thinking about myself it must have been that darn self help book my sister gave me; what ever it was it had me thinking what is it that I wanted out of life for myself and honestly I have no clue!

What I am sure of is that I am to ready to give my heart away again it's been broken far to many times and I really don't think there is enough supper glue to keep fixing it no love hasn't been good to me that's for sure. There's a song sung by one of my favorite artists "Loves been hard on me" I can relate to the lyrics and I'm pretty sure I'm not alone.

Don't get me wrong I had some good rides on the love boat it's just when it docked that I had to pick up the pieces of my broken heart and this has left me wondering if............. (Stay Tune To Part 2)



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Writer: Victoria E. Miera
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